Wednesday, July 29, 2026
My watches over time
Thursday, July 23, 2026
Buddhi in the Gita
एषा तेऽभिहिता साङ्ख्ये बुद्धिर्योगे त्विमां शृणु ।
बुद्ध्या युक्तो यया पार्थ कर्मबन्धं प्रहास्यसि ॥ २-३९॥
Meaning: Arjuna, I have so far explained to you the path to freedom through Sankhya. Now let me explain to you what I call Buddhi Yoga. By using Buddhi, you can get rid of the bondage of karma in terms of cause and effect.
एवं बुद्धेः परं बुद्ध्वा संस्तभ्यात्मानमात्मना ।
जहि शत्रुं महाबाहो कामरूपं दुरासदम् ॥ ३-४३॥
Meaning: Thus, to reach the wisdom beyond your Buddhi, you have to understand what operates beyond the normal human intellect. Then, you will be able to control yourself through your discrimination. In the process, you can overcome the eternal enemies of karma yoga, that is, desires that prompt you into desire-prompted-actions that bind you.
कायेन मनसा बुद्ध्या केवलैरिन्द्रियैरपि ।
योगिनः कर्म कुर्वन्ति सङ्गं त्यक्त्वात्मशुद्धये ॥ ५-११॥
Meaning: Indeed, the yogis are able to act with their mind, their body, their intellect, and their senses and still be not bound because they are dispassionate, knowing that is the path towards self purification (clutches of the mind).
शनैः शनैरुपरमेद् बुद्ध्या धृतिगृहीतया ।
आत्मसंस्थं मनः कृत्वा न किञ्चिदपि चिन्तयेत् ॥ ६-२५॥
Meaning: The process of meditation requires that you free yourself by steadying your Buddhi through fortitude, and establishing it in the higher level of Atma, thus being free from outward-going thoughts.
इति गुह्यतमं शास्त्रमिदमुक्तं मयानघ ।
एतद्बुद्ध्वा बुद्धिमान्स्यात्कृतकृत्यश्च भारत ॥ १५-२०॥
Meaning: This Arjuna is the supreme secret. You are the blemishless one, and that is why I have taught you this. By knowing this and becoming wise, overcoming the normal Buddhi, you will emancipate yourself through right action.
बुद्ध्या विशुद्धया युक्तो धृत्यात्मानं नियम्य च ।
शब्दादीन्विषयांस्त्यक्त्वा रागद्वेषौ व्युदस्य च ॥ १८-५१॥
Meaning: What is renunciation? It is basically purifying one's Buddhi, holding oneself together with discipline, and overcoming the attractions of the senses, i.e. the external sense objects.
Notes from conversations with Claude:
Claude:
In Advaita Vedanta, buddhi is the intellect or discriminative faculty — one of the four components of the antahkarana (inner instrument), alongside manas (mind), chitta (memory/subconscious), and ahamkara (ego-sense).
Core functions:
Viveka (discrimination) — buddhi's defining role is discernment: distinguishing real from unreal, permanent from impermanent, Atman from Anatman (nitya-anitya vastu viveka)
Nishchaya (determination/judgment) — where manas merely doubts or oscillates between options, buddhi decides and resolves
Adhyavasaya — the capacity to ascertain and conclude, as opposed to manas which just processes sensory data
Key distinctions:
Buddhi is part of the subtle body (sukshma sharira), not the Self — it's an instrument, not the knower
It is jada (insentient) in itself; it only appears conscious because it reflects the light of Atman/Chaitanya, much like a mirror reflecting the sun
This reflected consciousness is called chidabhasa — a crucial Advaitic concept explaining how an insentient faculty can seem to think and know
In the path to liberation:
A purified, sharpened buddhi (buddhi-shuddhi) is essential for moksha — it's the very faculty that discriminates Atman from non-Atman and grasps the mahavakyas ("Tat Tvam Asi," etc.)
The Katha Upanishad's chariot analogy places buddhi as the charioteer (sarathi), directing manas (reins) and the senses (horses)
Shankaracharya, in texts like Vivekachudamani, treats buddhi-vritti (a modification of buddhi taking the form "I am Brahman") as the immediate instrument for the final knowledge-flash of realization, even though realization itself transcends buddhi.
My objection: Come on, how can a prisoner within a cell free himself by reaching out to the lock outside the prison? It is impossible. That is a limitation of the buddhi!
Claude:
That's a coherent position, and it's not a fringe one — it's essentially the argument that split Vedanta into its major schools. You're standing closer to Ramanuja and Madhva than to Shankara here, and it's worth seeing why, because the traditions that share your intuition built entire systems around it rather than treating it as a footnote.
Ramanuja's structural argument is almost identical to your prisoner analogy. He argued jnana-marga itself presupposes what it claims to produce — you cannot use a bound, finite instrument (buddhi) to grasp an unconditioned infinite, because the very act of "grasping" is already a relation between two apparently separate terms, and if they are separate the whole nondual claim collapses, but if they are not separate there is no prisoner to explain in the first place. His answer: moksha is not self-effort culminating in identity-realization at all, but Ishwara's grace (prasada) responding to prapatti (surrender) — a permanent ontological distinction (bheda) between Jivatma and Paramatma, with grace bridging that gap rather than "discovery" dissolving it. Madhva goes further and makes this gap absolute and eternal.
Kashmir Shaivism — which stays nondual, unlike Ramanuja — locates the same discontinuity you're describing and calls it anugraha or shaktipat: the descent of grace (Shakti-pata) is treated as a distinct, sui generis event that no accumulation of buddhi-purification can cause or guarantee. Abhinavagupta is explicit that self-effort (upaya) can prepare the ground but cannot compel recognition (pratyabhijna); recognition happens to you. That's structurally your point, inside a nondual frame rather than a dualist one.
Advaita's own thinner reply, for completeness: Shankara does invoke Ishwara-prasada and guru-kripa as preconditions (not products) of realization — but you're right that once he places the actual event as a vritti arising in buddhi, he's smuggled the prisoner back into the cell to hand himself the key. That inconsistency is one of the standard fault lines later commentators and rival acharyas pressed on him.
So the discussion isn't really "does grace matter" — most of the tradition agrees it does. It's where you locate the discontinuity: outside antahkarana entirely (Ramanuja, dualist), as an ungovernable event within a nondual field (Kashmir Shaivism), or awkwardly straddling both (Shankara). Given where CALIB is heading with intuition as a separate dimension, this looks like the real design choice in front of you — not whether grace exists, but which of those three architectures it belongs to.
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So!
Tuesday, July 21, 2026
A grand view of human aspiration
Honestly, I have been thinking a lot about a comprehensive model for human existence: our preoccupations, propensities, potentialities, and predilections. This model is largely influenced by my understanding of the Srimad Bhagavad Gita and also the teachings of the master, Shri Ishwar Puri ji, whom I have been following now for about six years.
The human condition has some "givens" : this world as it exists, which we cannot change. In the Srimad Bhagavad Gita, Bhagawan talks of these factors in the Kshetra Kshetrajna Yoga, the 13th chapter. The Panchabhutas, the ten senses ( 5 senses of perception, 5 indriyas of action), energy, matter and biology, birth and death. All of them apply more or less the same way to all creation.
Man is unique because we have samskaras. We operate with an antahkarana, which is based on our propensities, our choices, and we operate through our "free will", which is driven by our prakriti or the three gunas. If we operate in this layer, we will continue to experience life as we do, full of dualities, and there will be birth and death.
The only way we can raise ourselves from this condition is by reaching out to Paramatma. It is Paramatma who gives each soul the qualities of love, intuition, bliss, aesthetic sense, and creativity. This is present in every human being in varying degrees, dormant or manifest based on one's samskaras. These intrinsic qualities of the soul can be tapped to reach the higher plane.
The basic layer I call GRAVITY, which applies to all creation.
The VIBRATION layer is where man operates with his Kama, Krodha, Lobha, Moha, Mada, Matsarya, driven by his gunas- his Sattva, Rajas, and Tamas. His antahkarana is Chitta, Manas, Buddhi, and Ahankara. VIBRATION is the middle layer. By definition, vibration is a positive-negative combination in flux.
The third, which I call LIFT, comes from the five divine qualities that emanate from the soul, which is the home of Paramatma. These five are
- Love
- Intuition
- Bliss
- Aesthetic Experience
- Creativity
The illustration ( Thank you, Gemini!) is an attempt to depict this model.
Does this model make sense?
Discussion:
Claude:
Here's my honest take on the GRAVITY–VIBRATION–LIFT model:
What works well
The three-layer structure is genuinely clean as a teaching device: Kshetra-Kshetrajna (the given, unchosen substrate) → guna-driven antahkarana (the churn) → soul-qualities (the escape hatch). That's a real philosophical progression, not just a nice metaphor.
Mapping the six enemies (kama-krodha-lobha-moha-mada-matsarya) and the three gunas onto "VIBRATION" is apt — vibration as oscillation between poles captures dvandva (duality) well.
The five LIFT qualities (love, intuition, bliss, aesthetic experience, creativity) as things that are "beyond logic, time-space, and dualities" is a strong move — it distinguishes them sharply from mere positive emotions, which could otherwise get confused with the "good" side of Rajas/Sattva in the layer below.
Where it's thinner or could be pushed:
GRAVITY needs a tighter definition. Right now it's a grab-bag (pancha-bhutas, indriyas, energy, matter, biology, birth-death). Is gravity the field all beings are subject to, or a force pulling downward? If it's meant to parallel VIBRATION (flux) and LIFT (ascent), naming what GRAVITY actually does — pulls toward inertia/tamas, toward embodiment — would sharpen the triad.
The antahkarana placement is a little loose. You put chitta-manas-buddhi-ahankara inside VIBRATION, but buddhi is traditionally the discriminating faculty that can turn toward Paramatma — it's not purely caught in guna-flux the way manas and ahankara are. You may want to flag buddhi as the pivot point/threshold organ between VIBRATION and LIFT, rather than fully submerged in the middle layer.
How does LIFT actually work mechanically? You assert these five qualities "can be tapped," but the model doesn't say how — is it grace (Paramatma's initiative, per your "knock and the door shall open"), or sadhana (effort from below), or both? Since you're building a model for teaching, that hinge point (grace vs. effort, or their interplay) is probably the single most important thing to make explicit, since it's what a reader will actually ask you.
Samskaras do double duty. You say samskaras make man unique (paragraph 2), but also that they determine how dormant/manifest the divine qualities are (paragraph 4). Worth clarifying whether samskaras belong to the VIBRATION layer (as conditioning/vasanas) or sit as a kind of filter between LIFT and the embodied self — right now they seem to float above the three-layer scheme rather than inside it.
Overall: it's a good first-pass diagram — intuitive, memorable, scripturally grounded — but the biggest opportunity is making explicit how one moves from layer to layer (what triggers the shift from Vibration to Lift), since that's the actual teaching payload people will want.
My answer to Claude:
Very briefly, my understanding is that lift happens only through grace, but grace works with the pre-programmed samskara load. I am calling it pre-programmed because each one of us comes, as Ishwar-ji says, with a DVD, which decides when and how we seek the beyond. With that pre-programmed timing and trigger of my free will to lift myself up, I reach up for Grace, that is, LIFT
Claude:
That resolves the hinge point well — and it's a more interesting position than pure grace or pure effort.
The "DVD" is really doing the work of samskaras here: a pre-written seed of when and how the seeking-trigger fires, but the reaching itself is still an act of your free will operating within VIBRATION — it just so happens that free will's timing is already scripted. Grace (LIFT) then meets that reach. So it's not synergy between two independent forces; it's more like a lock (grace, always available, "knock and it shall open") and a key that only turns at the pre-programmed moment (the DVD triggering your will to reach).
That's worth stating explicitly in the model, since it answers the question a reader will inevitably ask: "then why doesn't grace just lift everyone all the time?" Your answer is — it does stand ready, but the DVD determines whose hand reaches for the door, and when.
Finally:
Buddhi is within the VIBRATION layer. No amount of intellectualisation using Buddhi can lead to God or liberation. It is a common fallacy of popular Advaitins that if you think hard enough, you can reach God through the mind which gets Jnana. True Jnana does not come from Buddhi. It comes from a spark of grace = LIFT that is intuitive and erases all the noise of the mind - Buddhi. A simple example is to follow the Buddhi logic to answer, 'Why am I unhappy!?" It will always create a victim mindset. It will never accept that in the VIBRATION layer, change and flux and duality is inescapable and the result is a sense of despondency. The one thing a man can do is give up his adamant confidence in his own Buddhi. He can say, "Oh, Lord, I am confused. I don't know. Lift me from this morass of analysis paralysis!" Then grace descends.
ईश्वरः सर्वभूतानां हृद्देशेऽर्जुन तिष्ठति ।
भ्रामयन्सर्वभूतानि यन्त्रारूढानि मायया ॥ १८-६१॥
तमेव शरणं गच्छ सर्वभावेन भारत ।
तत्प्रसादात्परां शान्तिं स्थानं प्राप्स्यसि शाश्वतम् ॥ १८-६२॥
Bhagawan says in the Gita, the design of this creation is that in the layer of VIBRATION, man moves in circles ceaselessly, as he is subject to Maya=the Guna complex and the samsakara load. But Ishwara or Bhagawan rests in each heart as the seed - that is soul which has those five qualities. To trigger these qualities, one reaches for grace. The only LIFT he receives is from surrender to Bhagawan in all respects. Then man is lifted by grace to a zone of peace and permanent bliss.
The right path
Monday, July 20, 2026
Health is everything.
Sunday, July 19, 2026
Without His Grace...
भवानीशंकरौ वन्दे
श्रद्धाविश्वासरूपिणौ।
याभ्यां विना न पश्यन्ति
सिद्धाः स्वान्तःस्थमीश्वरम्॥
I bow down to Bhavani and ShankaraWho instil by their graceDedication and Faith in me.Without these two,Even the most adept spiritualistsWill not realise the Divine within themselves!!!
Saturday, July 18, 2026
The bamboo through life
Thursday, July 9, 2026
Oh, AI! Save mankind, please!
Wednesday, July 8, 2026
The meaning of the word वासुदेव Vāsudēva

- va + asu + dēva - He instils consciousness in all and runs this creation as a play.
- vā + su + dē + ava - He is everywhere; he gives birth to all, he gives all bounties to all, and protects all.
- Son of vasudēva - He arises/is born in the purely endowed heart (vasudēva).
- vāsu + dēva - He reveals himself when we remove all the coverings of ignorance.
- vāsudēva - He is the fourth state of our being, beyond waking, dream and deep sleep!
Monday, June 29, 2026
Aesthetic joy
Sunday, June 14, 2026
Monday, June 8, 2026
Who is Mahēśvara?
Sunday, June 7, 2026
Attaining Brahman leads to devotion!
Friday, June 5, 2026
Practice makes perfect
- dīrgha kāla, for a long duration
- nairantarya, without interruption, without breaks
- satkāra, with devotion
- āsevito, when practised
Wednesday, June 3, 2026
Īśvara vs. Māyā in the Gītā
Vēdānta, as spread in so many books and videos, is considered the same as Advaita.
Advaita, as understood by most, means 4 things:
- ब्रह्मसत्यं जगन्मिथ्या - Only Brahman is the truth/reality; this world is false/illusory.
- जीवो ब्रह्मैव नापरः - The living entity is Brahman himself, and none else.
- मायया परिच्छिन्न इव भाति तद् ब्रह - That Brahman appears to be the many owing to Māyā.
- अज्ञानात् जीवभावः - The state of being a Jīva arises from ignorance.
प्रकृतिं स्वामधिष्ठाय सम्भवाम्यात्ममायया ॥ ४-६॥
Sunday, May 31, 2026
Becoming someone special
Wednesday, May 20, 2026
Naṭarāja
Sunday, May 17, 2026
The song of despair
Friday, May 15, 2026
What is Sanatan?
Tuesday, May 12, 2026
The power of praying to Krishna

Saturday, May 9, 2026
The Infallible Medicine
Thursday, May 7, 2026
Sharade Karunanidhe
Sharade Karunanidhe - a kriti on Devi Sharadamba composed by Jagadguru Sri Sri Chandrashekhara Bharati Mahaswamiji.
॥ श्रीशारदागीतम् ॥
शारदे करुणानिधे सकलानवाम्ब सदा जनान् ।
चारणादिमगीतवैभवपूरिताखिलदिक्तते ॥ १ ॥
भर्मभूषणभूषिते वररत्नमौलिविराजिते ।
शर्मदायिनि कर्ममोचिनि निर्मलं कुरु मानसम् ॥ २ ॥
हस्तसन्धृतपुस्तकाक्षपटीसुधाघटमुद्रिके ।
कस्तवास्ति हि वर्णने चतुरो नरः खचरोऽथवा ॥ ३ ॥
Translation from Prof Mahadevan retd VC of Sanskrit Vidya Peetham.
1.Oh Mother Sarada! Treasure of all mercy! Protect all the people
always, You whose holy benign grace sung by the Vedas, the demigods
and the human beings reverberates all over the quarters (directions)
(Chaaranas are believed to be the divine singers and also are the bards
in the King's court).
2. Decked with glittering gold ornaments , a crown studded with precious
stones, the giver of all comforts, reliever of people's bonds of karma,
please help us to keep our hearts blemishless.
3. Also adorned by a book, a garland ofrudraaksha and the pot of nectar!
Who on earth among (men) or elsewhere (the bards or the Gods) is capable of describing you in totality!
Wednesday, May 6, 2026
Karma is inexorable!
I heard this shloka quoted repeatedly by Swami Premanandaji Maharaj of Brindavan in his talks. I searched the source and found it here in Brahma Vaivarta Purana
नाभुक्तं क्षीयते कर्म कल्पकोटिशतैरपि ।
अवश्यमेव भोक्तव्यं कृतं कर्म शुभाशुभम् ॥ १७ ॥
Meaning:
Until exhausted, Karma does not diminish or disappear, even after hundreds of crores of epochs. It has to be experienced through its fruit as an amelioration, without fail, with good and bad fruits accruing to good and bad actions.
Sunday, April 26, 2026
Impressed with Perplexity.ai!
I asked perplexity.ai and got this answer in a seconds!
Wow! Wow!
Question:
"What is the meaning of this 👇 emblem?"
Answer:
The emblem features Sanskrit text that conveys profound spiritual and Vedic significance.
Vedic Inscriptions
Top text: "माध्वीर्गावो भवन्तु नः" (Mādhvīrgāvo bhavantu naḥ) is a verse from the Rig Veda (1.90.8) . It translates to, "May our cows (symbolizing our sources of nourishment and prosperity) be sweet/pleasant to us," essentially praying for abundant, wholesome sustenance and harmony with nature.
Central text: "घृणिः" (Ghṛṇiḥ) is a Vedic term for the "sun" or "radiant rays of the sun," often associated with spiritual illumination, warmth, and the life-giving energy of the sun . It is frequently used in mantras dedicated to the Sun God, Surya (e.g., Oṃ Ghṛṇiḥ Sūryāya Namaḥ) .
Bottom text: "पूर्णप्रज्ञसंशोधनमन्दिरम्" (Pūrṇaprajñasamśodhanamandiram) serves as the institution's name. "Pūrṇaprajña" is another name for the philosopher Acharya Madhva, meaning "one with perfect wisdom" . "Samśodhanamandiram" translates to "a temple/center for research," identifying this as an institution dedicated to scholarly research, likely focused on the philosophy or traditions associated with Madhvacharya .
Together, the emblem combines themes of Vedic nourishment, solar radiance/wisdom, and dedicated scholarly pursuit.












